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First of all : SPRING BREAK STARTS NOW ! At last !
Now, onto the subject :
1 ) If you're actually worth it as a friend (or simply as a good watcher of mine) , you probably noticed how I've been uploading much more artwork lately ... And ... How I've improved (except for Dolan stuff of course XD.). Not to sound like a pretentious artist, but I feel like I've been too mean with myself lately ... When I look at my artwork, honestly, for a hobbyist, that's not that bad, even good.
Simply... I noticed that :
The less I care about being good, the better I am.
2 ) Same thing on the social side. I kind of gave up the "IONLYWATCHPEOPLEWHOWATCHME" thing ... Because it's stupid (although I still do watch 4 watch, but if I watch someone without him/her watching me back, I'm fine with it.). Sometimes, it's BETTER TO BE KIND THAN JUST BE RIGHT =>
The less I ask for attention, the more popular I get.
3) I got rid of anything involving : Jealousy, pettiness...
Instead of being jealous/hating people who are a better artist than I am, I should just ask them for help and grab their hand so they can get me to a HIGHER SKY. (YES THAT IS BEAUTIFUL YOU CAN CRY NOW. THERE => )
The kinder I am, the higher I get.
So yeah, having changed my mind about many things actually improved my DA experience ... And now when here, I'm actually having FUN.
Now, onto the subject :
1 ) If you're actually worth it as a friend (or simply as a good watcher of mine) , you probably noticed how I've been uploading much more artwork lately ... And ... How I've improved (except for Dolan stuff of course XD.). Not to sound like a pretentious artist, but I feel like I've been too mean with myself lately ... When I look at my artwork, honestly, for a hobbyist, that's not that bad, even good.
Simply... I noticed that :
The less I care about being good, the better I am.
2 ) Same thing on the social side. I kind of gave up the "IONLYWATCHPEOPLEWHOWATCHME" thing ... Because it's stupid (although I still do watch 4 watch, but if I watch someone without him/her watching me back, I'm fine with it.). Sometimes, it's BETTER TO BE KIND THAN JUST BE RIGHT =>
The less I ask for attention, the more popular I get.
3) I got rid of anything involving : Jealousy, pettiness...
Instead of being jealous/hating people who are a better artist than I am, I should just ask them for help and grab their hand so they can get me to a HIGHER SKY. (YES THAT IS BEAUTIFUL YOU CAN CRY NOW. THERE => )
The kinder I am, the higher I get.
So yeah, having changed my mind about many things actually improved my DA experience ... And now when here, I'm actually having FUN.
YouTube channel
I may not be as active here... BUT, I do have a YouTube channel that I'm interested in keeping up.
If anyone's interested, note me and I'll give it to you! :)
I may be leaving deviantART soon...
UPDATE : I will be staying, for now. :D
Hello everyone,
I just wanted to write one journal (and probably the last one) to say that...
after many years of being here, I think my artistic "feelings" eventually came to an end, and I thought I might as well leave deviantART...
Many things have changed since I've come on here. I joined when I was 15 and a half. I now am 21.
I no longer agree with most of the stupid shit I used to argue about back then (I just read some of the journals I used to write two, three, four years ago... Oh my fucking god). I've also lost inspiration, motivation and time to make actual artwork. My real life situation
Happy new year!
Happy new year everyone! Hope to be more active during this one...
Hey guys!
I'll slowly -finally- try to be more active on deviantART, although It'll be hard for me to make any new drawing for now... :p
How have you been?
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